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If a tree falls in the woods and nobody is there to hear it did it really make a sound? If i post a blog and nobody reads it was there really any point? You have entered the random thinking space of Morgan Bell . . . These are my musings . . . things about my life written off the top of my head . . . written in an informal disjointed style almost completely devoid of punctuation, this is where i flesh out writing ideas, discuss my life, and generally be self indulgent . . . it is also the bargain bin for articles which do not fit in with the film or arts themes of my other blogs . . . so have a wander around my mind, have a laugh, have a think, be nice, and humour me!

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The following question was posed by Samaritan on Fringe Faith:

There’s a strong possibility that anyone who doesn’t believe in God has already stopped reading. But if you are still with me, just ask yourself these questions. What is your purpose? What are you aiming for? Is it something you hope to achieve in this life? And if so, do you really believe that will satisfy you? Or will you still be longing for more?

CLICKHERE to read the question in original context "What's Your Purpose?"

I think it is an interesting and important question. It is one of those defining questions that really highlights the philosophical differences between Theists and Atheists.

I am not speaking for all Atheists, I am just speaking for myself.

I am posting my response on my own blog mostly because of its length, I dont want to dominate the comments section of Fringe Faith, or agitate any of her regular contributors.

What is your purpose?

I dont think we have an individual pre-assigned purpose other than to simply enjoy our existence, as fleeting as it may be. I do however think that as a species we have are driven to replicate ourselves (pass on our genes). The purpose of our lives is to ensure our species does not die out. We should be contributing to the collective pool of knowledge in order to endure and outlast our environment.

When I say "replicate" I do not necessarily mean individual reproduction. Personal procreation is not essential to generational replication of the species. I mean fostering a safe and healthy environment where the next generation of humans (regardless of which individuals sire and bear them) can survive, flourish, and improve.

Our long term goals should be to extend the length and quality of individual lives with advances in medicine and technology, and to use science to figure out how to relocate from this planet before our sun dies.

Our medium term goal should be to maintain our planet as best as we can while we are stuck here, including preserving the other animals and the plants that make up the delicately balanced eco-systems.

Our short term goal (achievable in one lifetime) should be to either advance science and the knowledge pool, or facilitate those who do. To "facilitate" is open to interpretation, different people will consider different kinds of help more important than others. It may be as intangible as moral support entertainment or inspiration. It may be tangible like financial sponsorship or child rearing or education.

My self-designated individual purpose is to distribute information, to encourage others to think, to teach, and to lobby for a social environment where all people are equally empowered to contribute. Poverty, abuse, neglect, and discrimination only hinder our progress as a species. Holding people back, or excluding them, based on sexuality, gender, race, or economic status only reduces the amount of potential researchers and engineers and doctors we have contributing to the knowledge pool.

What are you aiming for?

Im aiming to add a bit of value. To improve the human experience for those who come after me. To contribute a few pages to the human encyclopedia. To help others contribute, improve, and add value too.

Is it something you hope to achieve in this life?

No, not particularly. I want to provide companionship for the friends I love. I want to laugh as much as possible before I die. I want to experience every opportunity I am presented with, without guilt or shame or fear or regret. These are all things I already do. My achievements are cumulative, every day I just add more to them.

And if so, do you really believe that will satisfy you? Or will you still be longing for more?

I am satisfied right now. If i died tomorrow I would not be aware that I am dead so it would not impact on the level of satisfaction I had immediately before I died.







One last thing . . .

Oh and just as a side issue, I dont think people become depressed or suicidal because they lack purpose. I think depression and suicide occur when and individual can no longer relate to those around them. When they feel like an outsider. When they are ostracised or excluded. When they have no strong personal bonds to ground them.

The feeling that noone can understand you is incredibly isolating, and without meaningful human relationships it is easy to start thinking "what's the point?"

If you are not enjoying your life on a day to day basis, and you can't see any way that will change, you will see no sense in prolonging the experience.

People born gay or transgender have much higher rates of suicide because they can struggle to assimilate with the rest of the community. They know they can't change who they are, and they can't change how others treat them.

People don't need the promise of god or the afterlife to be happy, they need real people in this life to accept them and welcome their contributions.






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The prodigal cat returns . . .

June 29th 2009 18:39
My beautiful cat iota deville is flying up from Tasmania today.

About time. I have missed her.

She has been living with my parents for the last three months while I have been galavanting around NSW and getting all my affairs in order.

I have been eagerly awaiting her return to me. I just dont feel like a proper spinster without a cat. I dont feel like an authentic wicked witch. I dont feel nearly Faustian or Nefarious enough.

She is the Mr Bigglesworth to my Dr Evil.

The M.A.D. Cat to my Dr Claw.

The Azrael to my Gargamel.

The Salem to my Sabrina.

The Garfield to my Jon.

She has a calming effect on me. When she sits on my bed blissfully purring away I feel content and reassured. Plus she's warm in winter and I dont have a hot water bottle.


iota the cat


My mum has been fattening her up. Mum took this photo recently to show me how plump iota has gotten in my absence. I shudder to think what the excess freight charge is going to be . . .


iota the cat


Taken just before I left Tasmania, opta has a thing for window sills and peeping.



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You CAN Make Money on Orble

June 29th 2009 05:58
"The ox is slow but the earth is patient."
Chinese proverb


money bag


When you first start a blog on Orble you may wonder if your earnings will ever start adding up. At first it is a few cents. You might do a silent "woo hoo" when you reach a dollar. I know I did a post when I hit $9.97 because I was so excited to have nearly reached the ten dollar mark.

It is a cumulative system where your earnings go up over time exponentially. However, many people give up in the first few month because they think they are not succeeding.

I just hit my second lot of one hundred dollars.

In sixteen months (1 year, 4 months) I have reached the payment threshold twice.

Converted to my own currency its not a bad piece of pocket money for doing something I enjoy.


Adsense report for Morgan Bell on Deep Pencil
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The above image shows my total earnings to date in American Dollars (US$). It also shows some of my highest earning days so far.


Adsense report for Morgan Bell on Deep Pencil
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At the end of my first month (March 2008) my account total was a tiny $0.48.

The above image shows my monthly adsense earnings and balances from April 2008 through to May 2009. You can see there are fluctuations month to month, some slow months where I was not posting as much, but on the whole there is a gradual increase.

It took me 10 months to earn the first US$100 (approx AU$165), and it has taken only 6 months to earn the next US$100.


CLICKHERE to read more about my readership and earnings milestones.



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My next car will be . . .

June 25th 2009 14:32
I was driving behind a nice looking Jaguar the other day. My housemates are car enthusiasts so i made sure to take note of the lettering on the model badge so i could ask how much that kind of Jaguar would cost.

It was a Jaguar XK.

It is a very good looking car.

I was just browsing for a picture and I came across a slightly fancier version called the Jaguar XKR-S. The black coupe is jaw-droppingly beautiful. I want it.

It was a limited edition in the UK, but i did the currency conversion and it would $163,175 in Australian dollars.

It would be like driving half the value of a house.

But i am willing to save up and buy one, beauty must be acquired at any cost.

Now if i put all my Orble adsense money in a jar (and we suspend inflation) at the rate of $5 per week i will have a Jaguar XKR-S in 628 years.

Actually if we factor in how motor vehicles depreciate im sure there will be a critical point somewhere in the next century that it could be mine.

Basically im looking for volunteers, who would like to buy this car for me?

Jaguar XKR-S coupe black



To read a very funny review of this car and the history of Jaguar by Top Gear's Jeremy Clarkson CLICKHERE

... the only people who have bought a Jaguar since about 1970 did so because they were buying something British. That’s not a good enough reason. That would be like someone from Ankara buying a car “because it’s Turkish”.

Given the choice of two similar products, I’ll always buy the one with a Union Jack on the label. But who says: “No. I will not buy a Riva Aquarama speedboat. I shall buy this lump of dog dirt instead. Because it was made in Pontefract”?

Of course we know exactly who says that sort of thing. Golfers. The ruddy-faced little Englanders who refer to everyone by their initials and become aroused whenever anyone mentions Enoch Powell.

Jaguar XKR-S coupe black



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Little Big Cats

June 24th 2009 19:17
It must be breeding time for the Big Cats.

Spring has sprung in Europe in recent months and German zoos have acquired some new itty bitty residents. Check out these recent photos of the newest additions to the cub club.


Larisa and Sipura, baby panthers, Tierpark Zoo, Germany


Date: June 9
Photo credit: Getty Images / Sean Gallup

Newborn baby panthers Larisa and Sipura stare at photographers during a media presentation of the cubs at the Tierpark zoo, in Berlin, Germany. The two panthers are twins and were born on April 26.


Atiero, Jumanes and Valdivia, baby Jaguar cubs, Tierpark Zoo, Germany (Berlin)


Date: May 19
Photo credit: AP / Gero Breloer

Triplet Jaguar cubs, seen, at the Tierpark Zoo, in Berlin. The three cubs were born on April 16 and named Atiero, Jumanes and Valdivia.


German Dachshund dog Bessi mothers baby tiger cub, Stroehen zoo, Germany


Date: May 20
Photo credit: AP / Fabian BImmer

German Dachshund "Bessi", right, acts as guardian to a five-days-old yet nameless tiger cub at a zoo in Stroehen, northern Germany. The tiger cub was abandoned by its parents and is now being fostered by Bessie who belongs to the zoo owner's.


For more amazing animal pics from the zoos of the world CLICKHERE


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Come back to my room . . .

June 23rd 2009 02:58
I have been inspired by Natalina to take a few snaps of random things from my room.

To see Natalina's house CLICKHERE
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A national opinion poll in the USA completed in April 2009 by Quinnipiac University has shown that 2/3 of American Catholics support gay adoption.

gay adoption

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YouTube Atheists pack a punch

June 16th 2009 14:16
There is a really active and vibrant Atheist community on YouTube.

Here are my TOP FIVE favourite Atheist videos from YouTube. Some are pure comedy, some are philosophical, many contain interesting facts, and all of the users who created them are complete characters


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Charles Darwin once made observations about how animals react to seeing their own reflection in a mirror.

It was a test of self-awareness and self-recognition


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On my radar . . .

June 11th 2009 01:39
Confidence is a must
Happiness is a plus
Edginess is a rush


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