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If a tree falls in the woods and nobody is there to hear it did it really make a sound? If i post a blog and nobody reads it was there really any point? You have entered the random thinking space of Morgan Bell . . . These are my musings . . . things about my life written off the top of my head . . . written in an informal disjointed style almost completely devoid of punctuation, this is where i flesh out writing ideas, discuss my life, and generally be self indulgent . . . it is also the bargain bin for articles which do not fit in with the film or arts themes of my other blogs . . . so have a wander around my mind, have a laugh, have a think, be nice, and humour me!

Newcastle Writers Group

May 18th 2011 13:16
What have I been up to lately?

Well I joined a local creative writing group called Newcastle Writers Group, and I feel all the better for it.

I will give a little shout-out to my co-groupie Allyson Seaborn and her little fire-cracker of a blog Eat Your Heart Out Martha Stewart. If you like domestic depravity and self deprecating humour you will sure find a tale or two to tickle your fancy.

Check it out. Subscribe. Comment.

You all know the drill.

Anyway she reminded me that I have been neglecting my own little blog.


Eat Your Heart Out
Eat Your Heart Out



Here I'll play Soundgarden word association, and you can listen to some tunes.





So . . .

Eat your heart out. Bleed your heart out. There's no more rides for free. I shot my love today. Would you cry for me. Just an anchor on my heart. Dies in shyness. Light a cigarette before the execution.

Chris Cornell, still the best writer I know.

I have always wondered where that expression comes from: "eat your heart out". A quick consultation of the trusty old wiki tells us what it means:

Verb
to eat one's heart out
(idiomatic) To feel overwhelming sorrow, jealousy or longing, to grieve
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I found this explanation of the origins of the expression on Carly Googles:

The ancients believed that sorrow and envy silently "ate away" at the heart, "each sigh draining blood from the organ." In Henry VI, Shakespeare wrote:

Might liquid tears, of heart-offending groans,
Or blood-consuming sighs recall his life,
I would be blind with weeping, sick with groans,
Look pale as primrose with blood-drinking sighs
We still say someone who is grieving is "broken-hearted."

By the beginning of the 20th century, "to eat your heart out" meant to pine, but you can yell it out as a cry of triumph if you give someone else a reason to envy you, like if you make a better ballgown as a drag queen than he ever did designing for a real lady (or a Cher).

And ending on a note of drag I do believe this is a perfectly rounded post.

From the queer glossary:

Drag: Originally used in Shakespeare’s Globe Theatre to mean DRessed As Girl (or Dress Resembling A Girl) referring to male actors who played female roles.

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The creepiest doll ever

October 24th 2010 11:45
A friend of mine recently spotted this on ebay:

Creepy whooping cough doll


*shudder*

Apparently there used to be a market for dolls with whooping cough.



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Nine weeks until xmas?

October 23rd 2010 05:45
I can't believe it.

I think this has been the fastest year ever. Possibly a sign I am getting older, but where does the time go? The year has absolutely flown by.

I feel like I only just got over last xmas.

I was looking around the shops with my mother and she pointed to some xmas decorations and said "xmas stuff already?", I began to agree and then realised it was mid-October.

It's kind of scary. If time is going this quickly for me at 29, how quick will it be fleeting at 59 or 79 or 99, one year will seem like one month, one, week, one hour.

I feel like I'm in Inception and I am going up levels in a dream.
time flies
time flies







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I have a gripe, a small complaint.

Well, it seemed like a big deal at the time because it caused undue frustration.

When did Australia Post stop certifying documents and keeping JPs on staff?

It seems like one of the most important functions of the post office. I don't know why the shift towards flogging retail goods has been at the expense of the functionality of the post office. I would rather have an old-fashioned post office than a post office "shop". Because, if the post office is not performing these civic services then who is?

I recently took on the arduous task of consolidating my superannuation fund money to draw part of it out. Part of this process is have a Statutory Declaration signed by a Justice of the Peace, and a certified copy of your identification. The instructions on the form even tell you that Australia Post is an option to get these tasks completed.

Ever since I was a kid going to the post office with my mum I knew that Australia Post was like a modern day notary and communication hub. You could send and receive faxes, photocopy documents, and get documents witnessed.

When I took my super forms in I was told they had no JPs on staff, they had no photocopier to certify ID, but if you provided a photocopy they could stamp it certified for $4 per page. I found myself asking around in banks and real estates trying to source a JP and had to find a newsagent to photocopy.

I want the old post office back, the post office that helps people and provides actual convenience.

I think this is one of those defining moments where you realise you are old. I am complaining about the post office and lamenting about the benefits of the old days.

Did you know stamps are now 55 cents???? haha

australia post parcels



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Study, study, study

April 6th 2010 21:25
What has happened to my beautiful blogs?

I have abandoned them, chasing after scholarly things, and now they call me back like abandoned dirty-faced children.

I have still been popping in to comment the bloggers I subscribe to, but for one reason or another I never seem to have time to squeeze an article out myself. This must change!

You may notice I am writing a tad more professionally, a capital letter here, a full stop there. Well. I've been doing a Post-Graduate course in Technical Communications @ Swinburne University of Technology, online.

I did a TAFE course in News Media a couple of years ago. Then I did a TAFE course in Small Business Management where I researched free-lancing as a career. Then I considered teaching journalism and did a TAFE course in Training & Assessment. I like to keep all my options open.

So it's been study, study, study for me.

I'm doing Civil Construction Design at TAFE concurrently with my PostGrad studies, just to make sure I am completely occupied at all times.

Facebook has made me lazy. It is so much quicker to post a link to an existing article or video on Facebook than it is to construct a blog post myself. I've been taking the cheats way out. But I do miss my blogs, And I miss my little blogging community.

I feel very encouraged by all these new changes to homepage, and the new systems of having "followers" and "editor stars". It's a brave new world here on Orble.

I think I should set one day a week aside to cue up some fresh material, and use the forward dating system to stagger them out over the week. I need to get more organised and get publishing. I need to do it. I want to do it. I will do it.

I could probably prepare some educational posts on all the stuff I'm learning. Plus there's a never-ending stream of news and events from the queer community that really needs to be shared with the inter-webs.

To all my subscribers: thanks for sticking around, and expect some fresh new content soon.


woman book




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Knights of the Soundtable Ride Again

January 3rd 2010 20:01
Three days in and 2010 is already shaping up to being an awesome year . . .

Soundgarden are reforming


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Thanks 2009

December 22nd 2009 13:23
This year I am thankful for:

1. Being able to move back to NSW


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Magenta

September 12th 2009 10:56
Its show and tell time here at Deep Pencil.

I would like to share with my readers some photos I find quite amusing. Last night I attended a costume party, it was a Rocky Horror themed 21st celebration. I went all out for the role of Magenta and i think i nailed it


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This year, for my birthday (which is actually today), I found myself sitting at Newcastle 24 hour McDonalds mid Sunday morning.

The maccas is a free wifi hot-spot so I engaged in some idle Twittering and Facebooking from my mobile phone while I waited for my friend to wake up and retrieve me


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Small Announcement(s)

July 16th 2009 13:40
Hi guys,

I'm having a little technical error that Jon is looking into, where I can post blogs but I can't post comments. I only noticed it today but I don't know how long it will take to get resolved


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This pain is like . . . wow

July 5th 2009 19:31
I am now entering into my seventh consecutive day of excruciating back pain.

I was in a car accident about five years ago, and two discs in my lower back are ruptured


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The following question was posed by Samaritan on Fringe Faith:

There’s a strong possibility that anyone who doesn’t believe in God has already stopped reading. But if you are still with me, just ask yourself these questions. What is your purpose? What are you aiming for? Is it something you hope to achieve in this life? And if so, do you really believe that will satisfy you? Or will you still be longing for more?

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The prodigal cat returns . . .

June 29th 2009 18:39
My beautiful cat iota deville is flying up from Tasmania today.

About time. I have missed her


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My next car will be . . .

June 25th 2009 14:32
I was driving behind a nice looking Jaguar the other day. My housemates are car enthusiasts so i made sure to take note of the lettering on the model badge so i could ask how much that kind of Jaguar would cost.

It was a Jaguar XK


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